Today was a brand new day, I threw my depression behind and began the recovery process. It was a fun day, reliving my primary school years. Being in the same familiar environment, but treated differently, the eldest senior back in school. The mixer, the resource room, Mrs Lee, Miss Mok, Mrs Toh, everyone still looks the same, even Mdm Ho...

But, I have wasted two precious days already.. I better start mugging or else the depression will set in again. Yet, I am not suppose to study after midnight rite? Ehhh... then might as well got to sleep now.. ciao! and oh yah.. i won't be going back for maf.

Wah piangzzz... todae was really the worst day of my life lor... a depressing GP paper yesterday and a bnombastic Physics prac today made me lose my confidence for the prelims totally liaozz... die...

The graphite hits the paper, too thick, too thin, current out of range, ammeter fails on me, half an hour passed and zilch was the readings in my table. I finally got a set of readings, and then realise I din understand the instructions: 10 microA to 50 microA... "15 minutes left..." my death clock ticked faster... I got the first and last readings and joined up the line, changing readings in between, finally! I got a graph... wait, all my units are wrong! "Put down your pens...." I am dead.

Dark clouds enveloped my surroundings, I see nothing, I hear nothing, I feel depressed. Devastated.

Haizz, I knew it! I knew I won't have the patience to keep an online diary... and it has to turn out to be true. SO many things has happen in the past month and I was just too lazy to type it in. Well, school has ended, 12 years of education has ended... and it's the time to mug again yet I just seem to be unable to stay focused, perhaps a F in my prelims would force me to push myself harder... Others have played hard and are now studying hard, and I have tried to gain momentum throughout the year for my studies, but somehow my system not isolated one, so conservation of linear momentum does not apply here... :-( Yah lar.. that should be about all for this entry, but it seems like many of my classmates are going overseas for further education lehzzz... may miss them but many can visit them oso hehe... but my aim is unchanged: SCI, NTU...
Oh yah, since this is online diary, must record a guiness world record here, today had 9 periods of tutorial and lectures at one go! Siao liao, dong buei diao... and this week was kena an econs intense drilling week.. say the word e-c-o-n-s in front of me now and I will go mad liao... btw still deciding whether or not to go back for this year's MAF, can someone tell me what to do?